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Karla.

21. Married to Joshua.
I have two beautiful, smart and spoiled fur babies.
Born & raised in Southern California
but currently living in Okinawa.

hey there Tumblr, it’s been a while. 

It’s like 7 am and I’ve been up for two hours. Things have been quiet and low-key around here. I’m fine, Joshua’s fine, and baby is fine.

One of the last posts I made before I disappeared was about how Joshua wouldn’t be here for my birthday or my first ultrasound because he would be on TDY. Luckily he had a quick turn around from that TDY. When he arrived in the Philippines he was told that they had made a mistake and they didn’t really need him so he was only gone for 2 days! That was wonderful news. I made the drive up to the airport with two of our best buds here and had laughs all the way there and back. 

A few days later it was my birthday and I wasn’t expecting anything because we both thought he wasn’t going to be here, come to find out he had pre-bought two dozen roses, an ice cream cake and card and if he wasn’t here he had planned to have everything delivered to me. I cried when I read my card, and just the fact that he had a plan was amazing. He even took leave for the day and we spent it cuddling. Later that night almost everyone came out and we had dinner at this place called Capital Steakhouse.

Our ultrasound, which we thought he was going to miss due to the TDY went amazing. We saw it kick and it made it so much more real. I am 12 weeks as of Saturday and other than morning sickness I feel wonderful. 

So my computer broke and wouldn’t even turn on, come to find out my hard-drive died and now all my music and documents and pictures are gone. *sigh* I’m so sad, I’ve worked so hard to take pictures to document my life with my husband so that I could print everything out and make a scrapbook for my child and now everything is gone. This is so depressing, now I only have whatever pictures are on my Facebook and Tumblr, so I will go through and collect what I can.

My days with Joshua are flying by and before I know it I will be at home with my dogs watching and listening to nothing but depressing things. This really sucks. Did I mention he was going to miss my first ultrasound? *sigh* I don’t even know where the hospital is so we’re leaving in a second so he can show me where it is so I can actually go to my appointment. 

I have other things to say but not enough time to type it out. bye. 

nikkkistixxx:

this is one of my favorite movies hands down and I cried like a bitch during this scene

Joshua is going on TDY very soon and will miss my first ultrasound. I’m so sad.

This poor kid was out at this Track meet with Joshua today and he didn’t wear sunscreen. Ouch

This poor kid was out at this Track meet with Joshua today and he didn’t wear sunscreen. Ouch